They say we have 31 emotions but I can only identify with two… I know them as pain and happiness and without them I don’t know what I would do..They have subconsciously become my crutch more or less getting me through each day. When I wake along side PAIN I tend to not give a damn what others have to say.
Now on the days that arise to the HAPPINESS that fills my heart and soul!. I am engulfed with a feeling that if I tried to explain I wouldn’t know where to start...
Has my environment made me numb to everything that consists of my other 29 emotions? Lol..Being feared is not something I strive for.. but I see it as a somewhat necessity. In a strange way I fear myself.., due to the fact that I know I am capable of achieving that ever elusive victory. So as I wait for the day when I can open my eyes and feel anything but PAIN and HAPPINESS.. my soul is continuing to be cut with little inches.I keep on attempting to achieve greatness while always keeping my heart from becoming filled with imaginary visions.

♥ 7:58 AM

After a days I'm back here! ;]!! Its been sometime that this post was left as a draft..! I'm not sure what i was planning to write even! Anyway 2009 is so great so far! And that's it i guess..! I have not really planned any thing like a resolution or something but i guess I'm thinking to do more in life and all..! :D And by the way I'm trying to work with dad in his office ..! But really not decided!! Anyways looking through i haven't really done anything so far..Well a cousin of mine stayed for like two weeks with me here which felt good to have someone at home to hangout! ;)
But since she left again its just me! And well things are pretty good around with family and friends too. And then i guess that's whats around these days.. x]

♥ 8:16 AM