Sometimes.. I want to scream! I want to scream at the top of my lungs until I can't scream anymore. Sometimes.. I just want to hit something.! I want to hit anything as hard as I can and keep hitting it until my arms go numb...And Sometimes; I want to run and run as fast and as far as I can until my legs collapse beneath me..Or sometimes, I need to cry.. but I don't.! because I hate to waste that time.. Also sometimes.. I need to close my eyes and listen to my own hear beat! but I can't.. because I'm surrounded by noise.. Then sometimes.. I need to yell at someone; yell as loud as I want at them!! and see the shocked look on their face.. but I don't, because yelling has consequences.!! And yeahh!. Sometimes, I need to tell the truth just like shout it from a very tall building!! and be free of it but I don't.. because I don't think the truth will be enough...sometimes I imagine what my life would be like if I made certain choices!! if I acted a certain way towards certain people.. if I dedicated myself to the things important people consider essential and significant.! Sometimes, I imagine what might happen..or like what would have happened and what I thought would happen!. Sometimes.. I imagine what would happen if I did something I never have before.. And Sometimes I imagine things that never could should or will happen.. but it never hurts to imagine or does it!!? :]
Sometimes.. life gets you down.! Sometimes it beats you and beats you until you just want it to finally kill you.. Sometimes it refuses to give in. All you can do is take it and when Life finally stops hitting you.. you have to get up and stand again!. you have to take another punch you have to keep going.. Because if you can just suffer through it for a little longer.. because if you can just stay alive life will let up on you, even if for only one moment. And in that moment, you will finally see why people take the beatings Life has to give.. because in that moment in betweeen..it's all WORTH it!!. The cold hard truth is Sometimes'..Life sucks! But, sometimes..it doesn't ;);)

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