People do always talk about life being unfair.. but ever realized what if it was all fair?. Life is like this confusing thing and sometimes some of us just wish life could end. No one tells you that life is going to perfect or something. No one tells you that there is not going to be any problems. There is going to be problems and when they only seem to be getting worse do not expect people to tell you that life is going to be fair.And for some its parents who are blamed. But Think about that and then you will realize that they are not making your life miserable but they are just trying to help most of the time. But trust me they want whats best for you! No one ever tells you what to expect in life. No one can predict what you are going to grow up like and absolutely NO ONE tells you life's entire crisis's that are affecting everyone at this very moment. Stuff like depression or suicide are the things that you never expect to consider for yourself. No one ever tells you that in life you are going to lose someone close to you so soon. If you are questioning the meaning of life because you have been unhappy and depressed or if you want to know the meaning of life because you feel useless and worthless. There are people out there in the world who have gone through the same things. And the important thing is to stop allowing your self to believe it is because you know its not. Everyone has there ups and down troubles and the only solution is to over come them..
♥ 1:09 PM
We all have things we want to escape from. Some people have their bad family lives ..weather it be with siblings or parents or otherwise. Some have bad jobs that they hate and this gives them something else to do. Some people are just plane bored like me and need an escape for purely that reason.! lol. It’s a way to get far, far away from your problems and everything that’s bothering you, without actually leaving your home..:) And I do believe that writing is one of the great-est escape.! Its like writing your own fictional world..or maybe even modify the one right your living and like be a part of it.. And then you meet your favorite people and you make your story on your own way with all perfections and all ..You can be whoever you want to be! whenever you want to be or wherever you want to be without even taking a step or getting like a plastic surgery. You control every twist and turn in it every plot point and ever word in it. Reading which is an another escape! Are the stories about beloved characters has been around for like centuries!!. You place yourself smack dab in the middle of somebody’s life.. watching twist after twist unfold and you don’t do any of the work ;)! And yes! television is among one of the many great inventions which you don’t have as many details and you can actually feel the emotions that each character is going through. I do believe that mind and imagination are both fascinating things. Creating worlds within worlds is only a thing that human beings are capable of and most are glad to be able to. Weather you prefer controlling everything or just your words and actions alone an escape is sometimes all one needs to stay sane.. :]
♥ 2:08 PM
A tear drop away ..Shadows follow, every seed growing slowly takes time for your eyes to open.! Realize what your losing..?? Sorrow fills your heart as hers was filled for on going months. Lies that were truths between you and I. A secret that caused my eyes to open to see you can lose something you never had and miss it even more then what you thought you'd planned. A song that enters my ears, leaves within seconds from my existence but the song your eyes sing to me every time I look in them stays deep within my heart causing this pain I don't wish to go away. Its the only memory I have of something lost that was never mine...
♥ 4:16 AM
